Soviet Nature

Her soviet nature echoes over walls From deep inside, where yet he’s not allowed. He stands in bitter cold beneath the shroud, The shadows weaken hope; and yet he calls. In warm emotion a new cold war begins Their closeness hindered; both dare not offend. In rigid peace they talk, they share, they bend, As […]

His Hand Left Open

I squeeze the rose and blood drips from my palm, As skin is pierced by thorns, my nerves cry out. My clothing stains with crimson truths that calm The passion shared and feeds my bitter doubt. The petals flutter wilting toward the earth Like melting scarlet snowflakes they decay And lose their value; tarnished beyond […]

Bitter Disappointment

With bitter disappointment breaking me To shards of hopeless thoughts, I feel dismayed. I cannot shed your power or be free When like a deck of cards I’m played The game is wrong because you won’t play fair I lose each time I hope to gain the hand Because you bluff me with the smile […]

Why a Red Dress?

The moment I come home she wants me near My arms free warmth, they comfort all her fears But does she want me near for her own heart? Is it for her alone she wants my arms? She modified her life to share with me, And sacrifices time to fill my needs Are they my […]

Verbal Confirmation

The wonder builds, confusion enters chest I can’t be sure or put my mind to rest But foolish thoughts of mine! Her clear intent Needs not her voice to mimic what she meant A cretin’s daydream leaves me all in doubt My unsure mind allows my heart to cloud But with this cloud so small […]

Rosien Overwhelmed

The buckling knees were caused by pressured mind Her body strong, but mind was overcome A moment’s peace she sought but could not find A moment’s sleep, her eyes they beg for some. A fountain’s source of water has gone dry Its strength escaped as vapor under sun A soul so weak it has not […]

A Man Like Him

When I do wrong his glance is solid stern By strength of discipline I’m forced to learn The smile he gives to me is strong but soft His eyes are proud, his son he holds aloft. I fail each day to live by all he taught To be a man his equal, I cannot. He […]

Feigned Perfection

Your beauty flourished all throughout you’re your youth It blossomed, grew, and dominated truth But truth existed still; though it did hide Declaring my mistake: Your beauty lied As perfections promised prompt return It gave me hope that heart would not be burned But flawed your face appeared far from my eyes I could not […]

Self Control

I should not look but yet I see it all, I can’t control my eyes; with them I fall Though with my eyes I carry all my light, My weapon used to battle sin, to fight My hands touch skin, with them I have caressed Feminine Skin, the sin brings me unrest Yet with my […]

Lies

The crimson truth is all I ever know, My hopes, my dreams, rely upon your word. I yearn to trust not knowing you’re my foe That speaks and cuts me with a two-edged sword I base my actions on the truth I learn From lips impure that ruin heart and mind I gain the naught! […]